let it go

so it finally happened. you wonder if that is how it was meant to be. it hurts, of course.

all of a sudden you stand naked in front of a mirror in the cold. the wind blows your hair in your face but you just stand and stare how the infinite stands behind you. all you have to do is let it go and turn around.

you hear a strange silence that makes you fall on your knees. the sound of nothing scares you and it brings with it a silent voice calling out your name. you are too scared to listen and you let it run in front of your eyes straight through the mirror and back from where it came. you don't remember what the voice said but you know that it was something beautiful...you haven't heard something beautiful in ages. it said something about freedom and happiness. does that even exist?